A bunch of posts ago I wrote about riding at night and my feeling of peace and clarity of the mind during those times. Well a few nights ago I came home after a day out and about doing the things that needed to be done. I had both my panniers on the bike. They were probably close to 30lbs. Filled with books, papers, work clothes, and rain clothes. So when I was coming down the driveway towards my garage I did not want to go in. I didn't want to be home yet. So, I opened the garage door; rode inside, dropped the weight, took off my jacket and went right back out.
I quickly rode down to Willows beach and did a couple runs up and down. I could not go as fast as I wanted to because it was so dark. One thing I have noticed in Victoria is that it has gotten very dark at night these days. The roads are hard to see and my light is not a 'seeing' light it is a 'to be seen' light. After Willows beach I went onto Beach Drive and rode quite quickly(30-40kph) to the Marina. It was great fun to be out with no cars driving around. I don't know how to describe it. It is not a feeling of being alone but free from others. The dichotomy of the environment, riding at day I am cautiously looking out wherever I am going to see what to avoid next. But at night it is relaxing. Do I like it more then the daytime. It is not about liking either one more. They are different. I like riding during the day but at night there is nothing around me. It is an escape from the daylight. I like falling into that mystery of the night.
I clearly had some energy to burn that night. After doing circles to cool down at the Marina, I started on my way home. I saw another cyclist riding behind me. I noticed a big halogen bulb lighting up the front of the bike. I was trying to ride slowly in order for them to catch up to me. I don't know what I would have said but a part of me wanted them to join me, or me to join them on a night ride. I was too fast for them to catch up and too scared to turn around and approach them. An opportunity lost and an understanding found. Take the moment. Accept it for what it is.
Nicholas
PS: Photo was taken by Cey on the #11 bus, via iPhone, while I raced him back to his place. Great photo Cey. And I will not make any comment about how great my legs look. None at all. Click on the image to make it larger. You can see how long ago that was taken. I have not put fenders yet on the bike. Definately need them now.
